Sunday, July 13, 2008

my heart is breaking

Today started out so good but turned horrible early on. Barq's and I were sitting on the couch reading the paper when he had a seizure. I thought it was the end for him. It was so awful to see. It seemed to last forever, but in reality it probably was only a few minutes. After it was over he was whimpering and crying like he was scared or in pain. I held him until my friend got here. He slowly came around but he was groggy and could hardly walk. His legs kept giving out on him and it kinda looked like his left side was paralized. (cry)
When he was able to walk better I took him outside as he seemed to be agitated and looking for someone??? Weird.
I thought of taking him to the emergency care, but when we went last year there was nothing they could do after the fact.
He's been sleeping most of the day. He has an appointment to have his teeth cleaned, some tests and to get fluids tomorrow. I am going to cancel the teeth cleaning, I do not want to stress him and subject him to that. He is such a little trouper!
I love him so much it's stupid. I've been bawling on and off all day. This just sucks.sucks.sucks!

7 comments:

Rita said...

Oh sweetie -- I am SO sorry!!! Please give your sweet furbaby big hugs from me. I wish you both didn't have to go through that. Hope he's feeling much better today. Makes me so sad!

DawnW said...

I hope your baby is OK. Hugs to you and prayers for his quick recovery.

Jen said...

Poor Barqs!! Hugs to both of you!!

Jeanne said...

Oh Jayne I'm so sorry for you and Barqs. Please let us know what they say tomorrow and give him extra hugs from me. {{HUGS}}

Suzanna said...

I hope Barqs is okay now. So sorry you both had to go through that. Of course you were upset, that's your fur baby!! Let us know what's going on with the little guy!

{HUGS}

Mary Jo said...

I'm so sorry, Jayne!
I hope he's doing ok now :(

Shalini said...

I hope he is okay now, and you are doing better too...{{{big hug}}}