Not only for the lack of sunlight. Which is a killer for me. But it's the month my two favorite people in the whole world passed away. And this year it happens to be the 10th anniversary of losing my Mom. I didn't realize how much it was affecting me until I was listening to some gals at work talking about their mom's stroke symptons and I had to go to the girls room to compose myself. Last night I heard myself snap at people I care about. Most days I can trudge thru and put up a good front, but at the end of the day my eyes HURT so bad from holding back tears. I realize I'm not a good friend or sister these days. I think I just need some alone time. Hopefully writing my thoughts will help. So please forgive me for being a brat.
Pity party done!
9 comments:
Jayne, I'm so sorry you're having a hard time. I know how it feels, I get the same way around the time my Mom passed away. I'm sure that those close to you understand, and love you no matter what! I hope you feel more cheerful soon! Hugs to you!!
Oh, Jayne, I'm so sorry this is a tough time for you. Don't worry - if you're a bit crabby, we still love you and forgive you! Hugs to you!
(((HUGE HUGS))) to you Jayne. I think Suzanna is probably right -- those close to you understand. Don't be so hard on yourself. And I'm sorry you're feeling blue! It's understandable! ((HUGS))
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Hugs to you my dear.
Hugs to you my dear.
sending big HUGS. We all need our "brat" moments (for want of a better phrase!).
Please know that you always brighten my day with your fun "finds".
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