Friday, August 3, 2007

TGIF

Ok.....I'm going to post a thought, yeah it's a downer....but I'll end happy..OK?

Editing .... even tho noone will even notice..... I want to say I am sorry I said hurtful things, unfortunately it happens when I am angry or so very very very hurt myself. But just because I was so extremely hurt it's absolutely no reason to lash out. I need to get it off my mind and move forward...unfortunately, I have my guard up and probably always will because of this.

Now let's breathe in and out and let it go! It's the weekend. It's beautiful out (tho a bit warm) .
Just a year ago I was fired from a job that was a living hell. When I woke up in the morning I would immediately dread the day. Or even still the night before, I would start dreading the next day!!! What a difference a year makes! I had NO idea that it was any different out in the real world. I was brainwashed by the money. I'm at a temp position now, but I have no doubt something will come of it. And even if it doesn't, I am gaining tons of experience. Things I can ad to my resume. I know that I can do anything and survive.

Live today because you never know what tomorrow brings!

2 comments:

Suzanna said...

I KNOW WHAT YOU'RE GOING THROUGH, JAYNE!! Hope things are better for you now!! Hugs!

Jayne said...

Thanks Suzanna....I'm still working thru the hurt, but tomorrow is a new day. Just makes me sad tho.